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Sunday, March 16, 2003

Stupid Homestar Runner is stuck in my head...


Email.. checking tha Email...


Paul's back. alive and well, pinker, fatter, and not so happy looking.

I ate a Huge steak covered in butter tonight - i will soon be pink and fat too.

So much stuff is up in the air about this summer that it makes things feel off - i'm always nervous and i swear if i stay up all night again im going to go buy some hardcore tranquilizers. I 'd like to just be able to nail some things down, get some plans together and be more ready for the coming months, but it's hard to do because things keep changing, and i keep getting poorer and poorer...

once again there's a big gap between what i'd like to do and what i can afford to do, and it's annoying - the hundred dollar anniversary/no-longer-broken-up/belated-birthday steak dinner with jenn didn't help anything either.

With spring and the coming summer now feeling very real, it's hard not to feel like important things are going on all around me, but always somewhere behind my back, just out of sight. I really dont want to fuck up this summer, i dont' want to make bad decisions and i have so many of them to make that it's too hard to think about. I'm not saying this very well so...

Man the fuck up, son.


Back to the short term, because the long term is scary:

NCAA brackets tommorow - prep. for tuesday's class... life goes on, logan needs food, i need sleep

more to come i guess

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