Sunday, April 06, 2003
SO i basically blew off alot of people to hide away in the comfort of Ocean City's 40 degree fog and rain this weekend, and i've spent myself into a financial nightmare doing it...
I missed a possible band practice too, but momentum for our possible reunion show already seems to have stagnated, especially on dave's part, so i don't imagine i let the world down there.
i feel bad for dissappearing since friday, and I'm sure it won't help anything at 2916 in the next month.
Lots of stuff to do now
its hard to sleep again
getting a few things out of the way tommorow will help, and then a few more the next day... weather here looks to be of the ass/shit variety for a bit, so maybe i can stay inside and work.
5 days to finish the internship exam for Harper's.
-2 days to turn in the rent.
37 days to find a new place to live, a way to move there, and to pack up
80% chance that i will lose a shitload of money from the security deposit of our place and probably not get paid back .
-5 days to find a frustratingly elusive, and very probably non-existent plane ticket to and from England for the Radiohead show; just about the same amount of time for figuring out a way to exaplin to dave that i probably am not going to be able to go.
37 days to spend or not spend with the last 2 really close freinds i've made at hopkins; same amount for the band to do anything spectacular or unspectacular.
2 more recommendations for grad school left to find.
1 or 2 alternate jobs to teaching i'm going to need to find to both afford living this summer and to begin to pay off the tremendous debt incurred since February.
3 months to figure out the graduate school scenario and work through the applications
980 bucks still owed to mom.
10000 bad dreams, rough goodbyes, and hard decisions to go through coming up
always regrets and unspoken aplogies
like before, i'll do my best
sleep time...
then more life
I missed a possible band practice too, but momentum for our possible reunion show already seems to have stagnated, especially on dave's part, so i don't imagine i let the world down there.
i feel bad for dissappearing since friday, and I'm sure it won't help anything at 2916 in the next month.
Lots of stuff to do now
its hard to sleep again
getting a few things out of the way tommorow will help, and then a few more the next day... weather here looks to be of the ass/shit variety for a bit, so maybe i can stay inside and work.
5 days to finish the internship exam for Harper's.
-2 days to turn in the rent.
37 days to find a new place to live, a way to move there, and to pack up
80% chance that i will lose a shitload of money from the security deposit of our place and probably not get paid back .
-5 days to find a frustratingly elusive, and very probably non-existent plane ticket to and from England for the Radiohead show; just about the same amount of time for figuring out a way to exaplin to dave that i probably am not going to be able to go.
37 days to spend or not spend with the last 2 really close freinds i've made at hopkins; same amount for the band to do anything spectacular or unspectacular.
2 more recommendations for grad school left to find.
1 or 2 alternate jobs to teaching i'm going to need to find to both afford living this summer and to begin to pay off the tremendous debt incurred since February.
3 months to figure out the graduate school scenario and work through the applications
980 bucks still owed to mom.
10000 bad dreams, rough goodbyes, and hard decisions to go through coming up
always regrets and unspoken aplogies
like before, i'll do my best
sleep time...
then more life
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